Monday, July 11, 2011

Wedding worries and obsessions...

As I may have mentioned earlier in the blog, I am getting married in about 2 months. The closer the wedding gets the more and more nervous I get. I can feel my anxiety rising higher and higher especially when I am in the middle of planning of something or when I am idle and thought just keeps bubbling up. I especially get nervous when I wake up because I have more than likely had a horrible nightmare of things going wrong. I am not a bridezilla in any way, but I am definitely freaking out on the inside. I have dreams constantly that my fiance doesn't show up or decides not to marry me on the day of. Or I have thoughts/obsessions that something horrible happens days before the wedding like one of us gets sick, diagnosed with a major illness, gets in a car accident...etc. I am desperately trying to work through it, but I have also been finding myself trying to avoid the thoughts which is one of my problems that I face. Avoiding anxiety and OCD only gives it strength and rears its ugly head at a later date with more strength. I will have to blog more and more about how I handle this. I would love some advice.
Posted by I conquered OCD at 4:40 AM

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  1. Linda RogersOctober 15, 2011 at 9:06 PM

    I bet your married now. Hope all is well. Just wanted you to know that I nominated your inspirational blog for an award. Click link to see more.
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